I hate when mybrain buffers man, sometimes I’ll js pretend I js didn’t hear em knowing what they said so its not jarring.

That doesn’t sound like its cuz of the adhd 😔

Either that or my fucking inner monologue speaking to me. Ik that guy’s me but he fucking pmo, how do I get him to stfu? It’s like venom’s inside my mind but it’s me instead of an alien parasite.

In school before I was prescribed meds I’d self-medicate with the strongest snus I could buy. Also a PSA make sure to stay hydrated especially before taking snus, learnt that the hard way 😐

Kid Starver and David Fanny got the order from their sugar daddy, Sketanyahu. He threatened to stop giving them free arsenal tickets.

Like at least america’s sold out for genocide not only cause of the lobbying campaigns but also the blackmail they almot certainly have on all of washington, so in a way, they’re doing it out of both greed and fear of repercussions for some of the most damning and heinous acts imaginable, but Labour’s selling out for a bunch of ARSENAL TICKETS and clothes, they’re basically glorified whores at this point, and of all teams it’s arsenal, the biggest bottlejobs on the face of the earth 💀

Right to be forgotten finally coming in clutch 💯

I always say “I’ll do it later” knowing damn well I’ll forget abt it and end up not doing it anyways 🤦‍♂️

Bro this whole group gives me hope I am not in fact just a dickhead. My whole life I thought I was js a dickhead, been taken for one by parents, teachers, social workers reh teh teh 😐

Unrelated but english weather has bipolar disorder.

Can never make its mind up, it can literally snow, rain and be unbearably hot asf outside on the same day smh 🤦‍♂️

I say this all the time but having adhd is litch like being fried 247. My day is almost always about as productive as my unemployed friend who does nothing but smoke weed all day.

So ur telling man Walt n Jesse were operating a Desoxyn business for unmedicated people with adhd all along?

Also it’s crazy to me how such a drug so destructive can be used to treat a condition like adhd so effectively with little to no reported side-effects, puts into perspective how different my brain’s acc wired and how many dopamine receptors I’m missing

I ain’t autistic so I can’t really relate to the bead sorting, that shit sounds like torture to me but on the topic of weed, istg having adhd is basically like being fried 247 its literally how I explain ADHD to NTs, so when I acc get fried I fully start floating on clouds in half the time/amount 💀

Also my adhd once almost made me quit smoking for good, I had taken a prescription painkiller antibiotic and naturally forgot abt it and ended up going to my mate’s gaff to bun a zoot and it was genuinely the scariest moment of my life. After less than half the zoot I went fully retarded, and it hit me like a train, i felt like I gained an extra chromosome, I started seeing shit and lost all control over my body and senses. What’s weird is he told me the next morning that I had been slurring my words when in my mind I had thought I had full control over it at the time.

I got suspended TWICE from school just for constant lates 😐

Also caffeine always has the fucking opposite effect kmt, more than two redbulls will knock me out and leave me sleeping like a baby.

So does tubular, (fork of newpipe with sponsorblock) also idk what kind of voodoo the fucking genius devs are doing but they managed to add automated downloadable captions to even non-captioned videos.

please share your experiences if you live elsewhere.

In the UK where healthcare is free, I remember my parents got me a private diagnosis, because NHS waiting times are an absolute fucking joke (I was due to be waiting years for an assessment), we ended up waiting about 8-9 months since my referral for my assessment during which my parents went through some bs parenting course.

The overall cost was about £2-3k for the diagnosis itself and for receiving prescribed medication the state bears most of the cost leaving prescription meds much cheaper (and free for people under 16 and students under 19) so until I turned 19 they were free after which prescription meds costed £9.90 as is every other prescription nationwide.

Refills are simple enough, you notify your prescribing dr when you’re running low and they should renew your prescription (providing your timing isn’t suspicious) since they are obviously controlled substances.

Use keepassxc, bitwarden became proprietary a while ago, I ain’t letting my password manager do a lastpass and make me a vic of crippling identity fraud

I relate to the excessive punishment sho, I was kicked out of multiple schools, even though I didn’t do too bad academically. But my thoughts on having children, as much as I’ve thought about it as an idea, not ever seriously, it’s something that obviously requires all of your time, effort and a huge commitment, and I worry about whether I am actually able to raise my yute the way I would want myself to, as much as we’d all want to raise our kids to achieve the things we weren’t able to.

I understand how me having ADHD makes my future kids more genetically predisposed to having it as well, but I personally worry less about that than how I myself am able to raise them, since having ADHD myself I’d be able to pick up symptoms much earlier and try my hardest give them the support I never got for most of my childhood.

Or imagining how sick it would be doing one of those activities without having the willpower to start.

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